Friday, December 29

Christmas Fun at New Paris, IN

Here are some random photos of us at Josh's mom's house this week.

Josh, Jamie, Dan, Zeeke, Jessi, Andrew, Olivia, and Nate.

A little DDR fun. I'm not that good at it, but people laugh when I try, so that's good.


Jessi, my brother Dan's wife, and Jamie.
Somehow the kids never seem to look at the camera.


You may wonder what in the world is going on. And I would too if I wasn't in the picture. We're attempting to swat a ball out of a tree. It took us only two tries to get it. How many Hilty's does it take....?


Olivia. That baby doll is the new tickle-me doll...you pick it up, and it tickles you.
Okay, just kidding.


Zeeke. He reminds me of what I think God was trying to do 2,000 years ago. Send us a present in His Son, Jesus. Have we taken the bow off the top and said, "Thanks God"?

Maddie...Our New Cat

Meet Maddie, one of our Christmas presents this year. My mom and Carl got her for Jamie, and I get to share her.

Our new kitten, Maddie. She's a little white furball full of energy. Mom and Carl gave us her and some money to get her de-clawed and neutered. The next one is of her and Nick, my mom's dog. I think he will be sad to see her go.
And Jamie will be happy to get her home. Who knows how we'll do that though. Seven hours in a car. We'll see :).

Saturday, December 23

Pray

Please pray for a man in our church who just lost his mother yesterday morning. She had been in and out of the hospital the last few months, but death is never easy to deal with. Pray for Jamie and I as we will be here trying to comfort him and his family. The funeral is Tuesday the 26th. Pray for me as this is my first funeral.

Thank you.

Monday, December 18

68

Sixty-eight. Random number any other day...but yesterday that was our morning worship attendance. Double what we average. As a pastor, I'll admit that although I'm not supposed to worry about numbers, I do. To see 68 people there was great. Our kids put on their Christmas musical during service, so I didn't preach. They did an amazing job! We weren't sure how it would work out, especially since a few in particular were overly sugar-loaded. They all remembered lines and songs.

Also on Saturday our nursery area was painted a bright blue and white. It looks 100 percent better.

Yesterday after service a couple from our church and their 10-year-old daughter took us out to see Charlotte's Web. It was a good movie! Within five minutes, Jamie said, "We have to buy this!" She was impressed with how good they made Charlotte look. It's hard to make a spider look beautiful, you know. After the movie we went to Uno's Chicago Grill. Awesome restaurant! Equivalent to an Outback or Texas Roadhouse.

Now we're looking forward to the last week before seeing family. The schedule looks like this:

24th PM Warsaw Wesleyan Christmas Eve Service
25th Christmas at Janofski's
26th Christmas with Hilty's/time with Josh's dad
27th Time at Hilty's
28th Janofski's
29th Going home

We'd like to make a Marion stop in there sometime. So if anyone has an open day and wants to get together, respond to this post and we'll try to rearrange the schedule. We may try and stay thru Friday and leave Saturday, it all depends.

Merry Christmas!

Sunday, December 17

Hospitals

I've been in hospitals this week much more than I ever imagined possible for a person who hadn't been admitted to one. In fact, its mainly just been the last two days. Friday one of my members had surgery in Madison to remove two aneurisms. God was good, and he is recovering. It sounds like the doctors were able to take care of both aneurisms in one shot. Jamie and I left Baraboo at 5:00 AM to get there and stayed until 1:00 PM. Not too long. Except I was dead tired and felt like I was worthless to the family.

Then Friday night I got a phone call telling me to come to Baraboo's St. Clare Hospital. One of my members was back in the ICU. This was her second trip there in a week, and her fourth in two months. She's 88 and has a failing heart and lung damage. She's been fighting this for so long and it's been hard to see her in pain all the time. Her family has been at her side through all of it. They keep saying they hate to see their mom suffer like this.

Friday night was especially hard because the doctors informed us that they will not perform CPR or do anything to resuscitate her if she slips again. They feel that it will not improve her quality of life, and will actually only prolong her suffering. So her sons and daughter grudgingly agreed to sign a "do not resuscitate" paper.

I wish I had more experience, more wisdom to offer. Yes, "just being there" is what matters. But at times like Friday night, I again felt worthless to the family. My greatest fear is about the time she passes away. It could happen on Christmas. It could happen on Christmas Eve. No matter what, it seems like this could be a situation which prevents us from seeing family this Christmas. I don't want to be selfish. And yet I am.

My prayer is that whatever happens we will get to travel home and stay at home without a funeral in the middle.

I would ask that whoever reads this in the coming days pray for God's will to be done in this situation...not mine. Pray for me as I go through my first funeral. Pray for the family as they will soon be grieving the loss of their mother. Thank you.

Friday, December 8

Christmastime in Baraboo

Christmas is coming, and the temperatures show it. We've been down in the single digits the last few days (still no snow, though). Church has been going well. Last Sunday we had 39 people, with 19 of them being age 30 or younger! Jamie and two others are planning a Christmas kid's musical for the 17th. Right now 14 kids are participating! Jamie is going to have them to our house next Friday for a movie night.

On Wednesday the 13th we're having the first annual Hilty Christmas Open House. Jamie has been hard at work baking and decorating. The menu for the night includes two cheesecakes, angel food cake, fudge, oatmeal, chocolate chip, mint, peanut butter, and pumpkin cookies, snickerdoodles, ham roll-ups, veggies, chips, and reindeer made of pretzels. I know I forgot some, but this is most of it. She's got all the cookies prepared and frozen...just needs to bake them (my wife is such a great cook!). We sent out invitations to our congregation and some other friends, so hopefully we'll have around 40-50 people come.

We plan to go Christmas caroling on the 20th and have a candlelight/communion service on the 22nd. So, add one man's surgery, another woman in the hospital now, 3 more sermons to prepare, dinner with the whole church on the 16th, and all that's missing is the partridge in a pear tree.

We will get to see family this year, and Tiffany is coming up with us when we return so Gale and Janet can go to The Gathering.

I know I'm excited for all that December has. I think that God allows special things to happen at a greater frequency around this time. I don't know why, but for some reason God's presence and power is more visible to me in December than at any other time of year. Maybe it's because I'm expecting it. Maybe I don't take enough time to "look for" God January through November. It's not like God is silent or taking a break at other times, so it must be me.

My prayer for this December is that I would expect God to be God in 2007. Every day. Advent literally means "arrival." What better way to celebrate than to expect God to work now that He's here?

Saturday, December 2

So, I Guess We are Weird

So, apparently we've been tagged by Amy to list 6 weird things about each of us . . . but there's two of us here, and we might just have to confess 12. I might have to confess our oddities for both of us. (We'll see what Josh has to mutter when he reads this!)

1. I sing in my sleep . . . the alto harmony of the Indiana Wesleyan University Chorale songs. At least that's what my college roommate reported to me, especially after returning from strenuous Praise Gathering weekends in Indianapolis. When I'm not belting out the alto lines of "Now Shout" & "Betelehumu" I like to create my own Russian Peasant Woman melodies with various sleepy oohs and aahhs.

2. My knees have always been and will always be "dirty" from childhood scars. One dark spot on each knee causes onlookers to question if I've been playing in the dirt recently.

3. Nine times out of 10, if I see you in Wal-Mart and you haven't seen me yet, I'll hide. Not because I don't like you, but because I'm just plain scared to say Hi and start a conversation.

4. I hate talking on the phone, unless it is work-related or I'm talking with my immediate family.

5. I love to cook and bake, and in general, be completely creative with construction paper or any other childhood art supply . . . but don't count on me cleaning up my mess for at least 6 days. (I am trying to grow up and fix this messy fetish.)

6. I, too, am a packrat and save everything from old school work and class notes, to empty pasta boxes with lasagna recipes, to birthday cards from way back when I was 2.

Odd Things About Josh:
1. He sees a pediddle car on the road, knows what the heck a pediddle car is, but refuses to pound his hand on the roof of the car and yell out, "Pediddle!"

2. He likes to start long projects, but very rarely finishes them.

3. (Exception to #2) He's organized the 1300 fonts on our computer, and created a binder full of 1300 "samples" for us to search through when choosing good ones to use.

4. He dislikes when the clocks in our house are on different times; they must all be on the same time (digital satellite time).

5. He loses his sanctification when driving on the 90/94 tollway through Chicago . . . or when driving the Marion, Indiana bypass. (We've since figured out new and holier ways to travel home, avoiding Chicago traffic at all costs.)

6. He gets frustrated with most Christian television (at least the ones on our cable network).

So, now, Stephen and Michelle, it's your turn.

Monday, November 20

Hilty Happenings

Here's what's been happening this last week (I know, what a boring opening line). I promise this post won't put you to sleep.

1. Josh's family visiting. My family—Dad, Dan and Jessi with Olivia and Zeeke, Andrew and Nate—came late Friday night and stayed until Sunday afternoon. We had a good time seeing the Dells and Devil's Lake State Park. Jamie cooked an amazing meal (homemade mac 'n' cheese, white chicken chili, corn, Josh's favorite broccoli-olive salad, a pumpkin roll, and dump cake with ice cream)! And we watched Ohio State beat Michigan...go Bucks!

2. Meeting some Mormons. Jamie and I met with two Mormon girls our age last week for a second time. We had the chance to share with them about salvation through faith alone. They are coming to our house tomorrow night for dinner, and expressed an interest in learning about John Wesley/Wesleyan theology. Pray for them and us.

3. Preparing to paint. The painter, whose wife just got saved, is busy now but will work on our entire basement soon. His name is Rick, and he's seen the need for updating the church building and wants to help. He doesn't understand why his wife has accepted Christ, though he's not completely opposed to the gospel. We all watched "The DaVinci Code" last night. Pray for us as we try to work through misconceptions about the movie with them. Praise God we will have the basement of the church painted for free!

4. Church health surveys. Our church will be taking church health surveys put out by New Church Specialities soon. We will rate ourselves on eight different areas described in Christian A. Schwarz's book Natural Church Development. I recommend the book to any pastor wanting to improve the overall health of the church. This will be one of the first steps involved in getting to be a healthier church.

5. Going home. We get to see Jamie's family this week as we go to Warsaw late Wednesday. We'll be there from then until early Saturday morning. Hopefully we'll get to see some Janofski's from Marion too (Craig and Renee? Ken and Tina?). Let us know if you can get together.

Hope you all have a great turkey day!

Sunday Sermon: Responding to Suffering, Part 2

As promised, here is part two of the sermon from 1 Peter. Stephen Mowat, I used you as an illustration in preparation, but forgot to mention it when I preached. So you get to read what I almost said.

Introduction: Review From Last Week

Last week we looked at 1 Peter 4 and talked about persecution and our response to it. Peter tells us that we are to expect suffering—it should not come as a surprise. If we aren’t being persecuted, then we should be surprised.

Then Peter tells us that we should rejoice in our suffering. There’s no point in getting down and out about it…we ought to rejoice, and for two reasons. First, because if we suffer now for a little while, we will be exceedingly joyful when Christ returns. And second, we are blessed right now as the Spirit of God rests on us. God has sent His Holy Spirit to us so we won’t have to walk the Christian walk alone.

This week we’re going to look at the other two responses. But before we do that, we need to remember why Peter was writing. Like we said last week, Peter was writing to Christians in Rome right after it burned to the ground. Nero blamed them for starting the fire and began killing Christians. To be a Christian meant being hated, insulted, and killed. Whether it was being lit on fire or thrown into the arena with a gladiator or torn to bits by wild animals, you were most certainly dead. So Peter writes to these people to give them a proper perspective on suffering and their response to it.

If it were me, I would be tempted to renounce Christ and say forget it. And I’m sure that was what was going on in many of their minds as well. That’s why Peter’s letter is so important. So, let’s look at what he has to say.

Again, turn to 1 Peter 4:12-19. It says, “Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. 13 But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed. 14 If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed, for the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you. 15 If you suffer, it should not be as a murderer or thief or any other kind of criminal, or even as a meddler. 16 However, if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name. 17 For it is time for judgment to begin with the family of God; and if it begins with us, what will the outcome be for those who do not obey the gospel of God? 18 And, “If it is hard for the righteous to be saved, what will become of the ungodly and the sinner?” So then, those who suffer according to God’s will should commit themselves to their faithful Creator and continue to do good.”

Evaluate Its Cause

So our third response is found in verses 15 and 16. Peter says you shouldn’t suffer for reasons other than being a Christian—for bearing the name of Christ. So, our third response is to evaluate the cause of our suffering. When we’re suffering, we ought to take a look at why. And this response, I believe is the most key and one we should take time to understand. Lots of people think they are being persecuted for Christ, when really they’re not. These are the same types of people who write letters to the editor trying to persuade people to vote “yes” for the marriage amendment. They’re anti-abortion, so they stand in front of abortion clinics and picket. Or they’re anti-Democrat—because all Democrats are liberal and all Republicans are conservative Christians—so they only vote Republican and judge others who don’t. Or, they go witnessing and tell someone, “You’re going to hell if you don’t repent right NOW!” That person cusses them out and they think they’re being persecuted for Christ’s sake. As we’ll see these people are a little off the mark, a little misguided.

Verse 15 says, “If you suffer, it should not be as a murderer or thief or any other kind of criminal, or even as a meddler.” There are four evils mentioned that are typical of a sinful lifestyle and they are used to illustrate the character of unacceptable suffering. They're very obvious, at least the first three. Don't suffer as a murderer. I mean, if you murder somebody and you suffer and they put you in prison or take your life, don't moan and complain. You should be ashamed. Same thing with being a thief, someone who steals in stealth and gets caught. You should be ashamed. Or an evildoer. The word "evildoer" covers all the crimes not mentioned in the first two words. Those first two are pretty broad...murder and thievery. And then summing up all the rest, don't suffer as an evil doer, all other forms of wickedness and sin. If you do, you should be ashamed.

Then he adds one other very interesting word, as he says, "a troublesome meddler." You say, "Well how in the world did you get a troublesome meddler in there with a murderer, a thief and an evildoer?" Because this is a very interesting word. By the way, it's only used here in the whole New Testament, so it is harder to define it. Some say it means a busybody, someone interfering in the affairs of others. It could also mean one who is unfaithful with goods committed to him—a bad steward. Or it could mean one who has his eyes on others’ possessions, a coveter. The word comes from two different words: “episkopos,” which is the word for overseer; and “allotrios,” which means stranger. And if you combine the two words together it means someone who looks over or someone who intrudes into things that belong to someone else. Someone that looks over or intrudes into things that belong to someone else. It is a sort of "mind your own business" word.

The question is, why does Peter say this word along with a murderer, thief and evildoer? This type of sin doesn’t seem to fit in well; it’s not as extreme as killing a guy. The reason he includes meddler is because Christians weren’t supposed to act like that. In 1 Thessalonians 4:11, Paul says, “Make it your ambition to lead a quiet life, to mind your own business and to work with your hands, just as we told you, so that your daily life may win the respect of outsiders and so that you will not be dependent on anybody.” You are to attend to your own business and to work with your own hands, do your own trade, stay out of other matters.

Whether that’s in the areas I spoke of above—the social issues, or issues within the church. We tend to meddle in each others’ business in the church too. We always want to know about every little detail, and we gossip about other people. Or we complain about other people. I have a pastor buddy who I graduated college with. He pastors a small church in Indiana, and he says people from his congregation will drive by his house frequently during the week. And his house is on a road that’s out of the way. So he knows they are driving by just to “check up” on him. They are meddling. Peter lists this in the same breath as murderers and thieves. It’s a serious sin! We’d like to think that just because there’s no criminal penalty for gossiping that it’s okay for us to do it. And we’d like to think that we are called to transform the government. But it’s not, and we’re not.

In his book, The Contemplative Pastor, Eugene Peterson explains what it means to be subversive, a big word for the opposite of meddling. He says that by being subversive, we take our message of Christ crucified and resurrected seriously, and we know that the gospel is offensive. If we are to have long-term effectiveness, the route to take is not to argue with the government and push our agenda on society. Rather, it is to, as Paul said, live quietly so you will win the respect of outsiders.

Being subversive means we assume three things to be true:
1. The status quo is wrong and must be overthrown. It is so deeply wrong that repair work will be futile. The world is, like a car, totaled.
2. There is another world that is livable. It exists, though it is not visible…it is the kingdom of God. The subversive Christian then operates out of the conviction that the kingdom of God is real.
3. The usual means by which one kingdom is overthrown and another brought to power won’t work. You can’t depose a dictator, change the constitution, elect a bunch of Republicans, etc. We must live as subversive Christians.

Jesus was subversive. He spoke in parables, which were hard to understand. Now with Pharisees and chief priests, he was up front and to the point. But with those seeking to know the truth, he spoke in parables. He healed people and told them not to tell others. He was not a meddler, and did not seek to change the government as some wanted him to. So should we live. Back to our passage, Peter says we should not suffer for being obnoxious, nosy and messing with the government. If we evaluate why we’re suffering and find it is because we are going on TV bashing our government or abortion or homosexuality or anything else, we are not being persecuted as a Christian. We are then being given our just punishment. If we take it upon ourselves to force our Christian thinking upon our culture, we've stepped beyond the boundaries.

Some of you are thinking that I’m saying we should hide our Christianity, never witness to others, etc. That’s not what I’m saying. I’m saying there is a way to go about it that we’re missing. Yes, share your faith regularly. Do not compromise the gospel. Don’t water it down. Don’t be afraid of being rejected. Live as Christ calls us to live, righteous and holy lives. Just don’t throw yourself into the political scene, or act like a bigot, or judge non-Christians for not behaving like a Christian does. If you do, you deserve your suffering and should be ashamed. But if you suffer for bearing the name of Christ, you should not be ashamed.

Peter goes on to say in verse 16, “If you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name.” We must evaluate if we are suffering as a Christian. The word “Christian” was originally a derogatory term given to followers of Christ by non-Christians. Just as those who worshiped the Emperor Caesar Augustus were called “Augustinians,” so worshipers of Christ were called Christians. What Peter is saying is almost ironic. The world considered murderers, thieves, evildoers and meddlers to all be horrible people. It also considered Christians to be horrible people. So, you can be despised by the world, but it better be for the right reason. You had better be a subversive Christian.

Entrust Yourself to God

So, we should evaluate why we’re suffering. And now one final point. In verse 19 it says, “So then, those who suffer according to God’s will should commit themselves to their faithful Creator and continue to do good.” Entrust yourself to God: our fourth response to suffering. Perhaps this is the hardest, even harder than rejoicing. God, after all, is the One who is allowing us to endure this trial. If he would just act on our behalf and save us from whatever it is, life would be better. But instead He asks us to go to Him. To entrust yourself to God means to give Him yourself, with the thought that God will take you and sustain you. When Jesus was dying on the cross, He said, “Father into your hands I commit my spirit,” using the same word as we see here.

God is our faithful Creator. As our Creator, we know that God created all things, and that He permits and enables the events of life. Without God, we would not exist. Theologian G.K. Chesterton once said, “He who has seen the whole world hanging on a hair of the mercy of God has seen the truth.” It is precisely for this reason that Peter calls him Creator—by the way this is the only time this word is used in the NT. Entrust yourself to the one who both created you in his image, and who sustains your every breath. He is faithful to you, so be faithful to him and commit your life to Him.

John MacArthur tells of how a man named Jeffrey Bull was held for three years and two months by the Chinese communists. Part of the time he was held in solitary confinement, he was half starved, threatened, badgered, subjected to the infernal techniques of brain washing. He was desperately holding on to some power of objectivity in his brain by making at one time a special study of the six different types of mosquitoes in his cell just to keep his sanity.

In the midst of all of this he composed a long poem and I will read part of it to you. Close your eyes, and imagine yourself locked in a room just small enough to sit down in, dimly lit, alone. This was his prayer in the midst of horrible suffering:
Let not Thy face grow dim, dear God, nor sense of Thee depart.
Let not the memory of Thy Word burn low within my heart.
Let not my spirit, Lord, grow numb through loneliness or fears.
Let not my heart to doubt succumb and keep my eyes from tears.
Let not the distance come between as months and years increase.
Let not the darkness close me in, let me not lose Thy peace.
Let not the pressure of the foe crush out my love for Thee.
Let not the tiredness and the woe eclipse Thy victory.
For Thy joy is my joy and my hope, Thy day and Thy kingdom gracious God shall never pass away.

Thursday, November 16

Sand Lake Wesleyan Church

Yesterday Jamie and I had a chance to be "youth sponsors" again. We traveled an hour and a half to Onalska, WI, (close to Minnesota) to assist with their junior high ministry. Guess what we played? Dodgeball! I got to speak about Leah and Rachel, how they competed for Jacob's love. I explained how when we try to find love only from other people, they will let us down. Only God can love us and give us the acceptance and self-worth we seek. After that we taught them Four on the Couch...not the easiest game to teach to 14 guys and 3 girls, most of whom bounced around and couldn't sit still. We had a good time though.

The pastor of the church meets in my LDJ group (a group of pastors who meet for prayer, fellowship and sharing). He invited us to help out whenever we can since we don't have a Wednesday night program at our church, and they only have a few "sponsors"....no youth pastor. Hopefully we'll be able to go back again.

Also, last night we met a guy who creates websites. It sounds like we'll be able to create a church website with him. We'll see how that goes. Its amazing how God works things out and connects us with other people. Its amazing how one night of hanging out with junior high boys boosts your spirits. Praise God for his goodness to us.

To all you Brookhaven Paradigm readers, we miss you guys and wish we could be there!

Sunday, November 12

Sunday Sermon: Our Response to Suffering, Part 1

I promise this time to preach the sequel sermon. Today is the International Day of Prayer for the Persecuted Church. So I spoke about persecution and our response to it.

Since we were in Indy for part of the week, I didn't have time to study and write a fully original sermon (no, I don't plan to make this a habit). So credit goes to John MacArthur for the majority of this one. Thanks John.

Introduction: Passage Background

Open your Bibles to 1 Peter 4:12-19. As you’re doing that, I want to give you a bit of background on the passage. As you know, today is the International Day of Prayer for the Persecuted Church. And the book of First Peter was written to a group of Christians living in Rome who were just that: persecuted. On July 19, 64 A.D., Rome burned while Nero goofed off. That's sort of a famous point in history. Everybody remembers that Rome burned and Nero goofed off. Rome was a city of very narrow streets. It was a city of high wooden buildings. They built what would today be known as apartment houses out of wood and they were very close together. The fire spread fast and although it began on that day it lasted three days and nights and it broke out again and again even though they tried to stop it.

The Romans actually believed that the Emperor Nero was responsible for burning their great city and their homes. Why? Because Nero had this strange fixation with building and he wanted to build a new city and so they believed that he burned down the old one. He stood in his tower and watched happily as the city burned to the ground. People who put the fire out or tried to put it out were hindered by his soldiers and new fires were started. The people were absolutely devastated. They lost everything.

All the temples and shrines to their gods, their homes, all their household gods, everything was gone and they were homeless. The resentment obviously was great. The bitterness was deep and somewhat deadly. And so Nero needed to divert the attention away from himself. He needed a scapegoat. So he selected a scapegoat, the Christians. Publicly he blamed the Christians for burning Rome.

It was an ingenious choice on his part because the Christians were already the victims of hatred and already the victims of slander. They were connected with Jews in the minds of most people who were not Christians. And since there was a rather growing anti-Semitism, it was easy to have an anti‑Christian attitude as well. The Lord's Supper which Christians held was closed to pagans and so they sort of developed all kinds of strange imaginations about what happened. They heard about these Christians who were eating flesh and drinking blood and accused them of cannibalism. In fact, they began to say that they ate babies and Gentiles at the Lord's Supper. They also said that the Christian kiss of love at their love feast was about lust and orgy that took place called the Lord's Supper. Christians were also very unpopular because they split families. When a man became a Christian and his wife did not, it was an obvious fracture. Christians also used to talk about a time when the world would be engulfed in flames and so it would be easy to blame them for this fire, thinking they had tried to develop a fulfillment for their own prophecy.

This really began what later developed into a full‑blown persecution. If you go later than Nero to other Roman emperors, you find that what began here as an initial hatred of Christians became a fixed policy. And the question whether a man was a Christian became the most essential part of any charge against him. As a result of this accusation, persecution began. Tacitus, the Roman historian, reported that Nero rolled Christians in pitch or oil and then set fire to them while they were still alive and used them as living torches to light his garden parties. He served them up in the skins of wild animals to his hunting dogs to tear them to shreds. They were nailed to crosses.

Even lynching became very common. Within a few years Christians were imprisoned, racked, seared, broiled, burned, scourged, stoned and hanged. Some were lacerated with hot knives and others thrown on the horns of wild bulls. Dr. H.B. Workman in his book called Persecution in the Early Church wrote this: "For two hundred years from Nero on, the leaders among the Christians were branded as anarchists and atheists and hated accordingly. For two hundred years to become a Christian meant the great renunciation, the joining of a despised and persecuted sect, the swimming against the tide of popular prejudice, the coming under the ban of the Empire, the possibility at any moment of imprisonment and death under its most fearful forms. For two hundred years, he that would follow Christ must count the cost and be prepared to pay the same with his liberty and life. For two hundred years the mere profession of Christianity was itself a crime. ‘I am a Christian’ was almost the one plea for which there was no forgiveness, in itself all that was necessary on the back of the condemned as a title. For the name itself in periods of stress, meant the rack, the blazing shirt of pitch, the lion, the panther, or in the case of maidens, an infamy worse than death."

Now, what is interesting about that in relation to 1 Peter is that most scholars say this letter was probably written just after that all began, some time toward the end of that same year, 64 A.D. So it would be written then at a time when Christians were undergoing the beginnings of the horrors of a two‑hundred year persecution. So, Peter is writing to Christians in fear for their lives. The theme of suffering and our response to it is big in the book, and we want to focus on eight verses that speak of our response.

1 Peter 4:12-19 says, “Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed. If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed, for the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you. If you suffer, it should not be as a murderer or thief or any other kind of criminal, or even as a meddler. However, if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name. For it is time for judgment to begin with the family of God; and if it begins with us, what will the outcome be for those who do not obey the gospel of God? And, ‘If it is hard for the righteous to be saved, what will become of the ungodly and the sinner?’ So then, those who suffer according to God’s will should commit themselves to their faithful Creator and continue to do good.”

Peter gives his readers four key features of a proper response. And if we can get a grip on these it will go a long way to helping us deal with suffering for righteousness’ sake in our own lives. It will also help us as we learn how to pray for those who are persecuted even today. We ought to respond in four ways. Number one, expect it. Number two, rejoice in it. Number three, evaluate its cause. And number four, commit yourself to God. Expect it, rejoice in it, evaluate its cause and entrust yourself to God.

Expect Suffering

In verse 12 it says, “Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you." The point here is to expect suffering. Throughout the Bible, we see that persecution is inevitable. In fact, the surprise would be if it didn't come. Matthew 5:10 says we will endure persecution for righteousness. Matthew 5:11-12 says we will be insulted and slandered. Matthew 10 says we will endure false accusations. Matthew 10:14, rejection by men. Matthew 10:17, scourging for Christ. Matthew 10:21 says that brother will betray brother to death, and a father his child. In John 15:18 Jesus says that they hated Him, so they're going to hate you. Acts 5:41, we will endure shame for Christ's sake. Acts 7:58 says some of us will be martyred. Acts 12 reminds us that many Christians will endure imprisonment. According to Acts 14:19, some might be stoned. Paul tells disciples in Acts 14:22: “We must go through many hardships to enter the kingdom of God.” First Corinthians 4 says we will be misunderstood, we will be defamed and we will be despised. First Corinthians 4:9 says we will be made a spectacle to men. Second Corinthians 6:4-10 says we will endure bad reports, beatings, sorrow, loneliness, poverty, and riots. Paul writes to Timothy and says all that live godly in this present age will suffer persecution (2 Timothy 3:12). And in 1 John 3:13 it says, “Do not be surprised, my brothers, if the world hates you.”

And so Peter is really echoing the instruction of the others who have written in the New Testament that we're not to be surprised when suffering comes. It's as if he is saying, “Suffering is the price of discipleship.” When you become a Christian, you take up a cross and the cross speaks of pain and suffering and even death. There is definitely a price to pay because if you name the name of Christ you will become a conscience—a sense of right and wrong—to an evil world which does not welcome such a conscience.

What is interesting about this passage is what it does not say. Peter never has to apologize to these believers for mistakenly telling them that God really wants to make them happy. He doesn’t have to say, “Oops. I guess I was wrong about that prosperity gospel.” How often do we hear that message preached? Just accept Jesus as your Savior and he’ll make life great. God wants you to be happy. God wants you to have that brand new car and house. He wants to bless you. God would rather see us holy than happy, and that’s why we must go through and accept suffering. And it’s not like God doesn’t love you. He does.

Just look at how Peter addresses his listeners. Dear friends—literally beloved ones—is a way of reminding these Christians God does love them. It’s a word of tenderness, a word of compassion, a word of affection, a word of care. Back in 1:22 Peter tells them to love one another deeply from the heart. Then in 4:8 he talks about the fact that we are to keep a fervent love for one another because love covers a multitude of sins. Not only are they to love each other, but they are loved by Peter. And not only that, but they are loved by God, the One our love flows from. What a comfort in a time of persecution and fear for your life. It would be very easy during suffering to question the love of God, to think, do You really love me? Do You really care? That’s why Peter stresses his love for them, which comes from God’s love for him.

Why should we expect to suffer for Christ? Because it helps us when we’re in the middle of it. If it catches us off guard, how much easier would it be to get down in the dumps about it? If you can expect it, you can cushion its initial impact. It’s part of God's design. It's the way He proves the genuineness of your faith and it's the way He purges your life. It takes out all the pride and the illusion of self‑control. It strips you and makes you totally dependent on Him. So if we expect to grow in Christ, we also expect to suffer, as that is one way God grows us and tests us. John MacArthur tells a story of speaking with a Russian pastor. He said, “It must be difficult in Russia to pastor the church.” He replied, "Not so, it must be difficult in America; in Russia we know who the true Christians are.” So it comes for your testing. It's an essential feature of God's working in you to prove you, to purge you, to cleanse you.

So, he says expect it and don't treat it as though some strange thing were happening to you. That verb "were happening" is an interesting verb that means “to fall by chance.” Don't think that when you're persecuted it's something that happened by chance. No, God allowed it and designed it for your testing, your purging, your purification, your cleansing. First it proves whether you're real and then it purges the dross out of your life. Persecution, affliction, suffering are not accidental, nor do they interfere with God's plan. They are right in God's plan, should be common to all Christians, they are common to all faithful Christians. So let’s expect suffering.

Rejoice in It

The second thing that Peter wants to say to us is to rejoice in it. Notice verses 13 and 14. “But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed. If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed, for the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you.” The word “rejoice” is in a tense that emphasizes a continued action: keep on rejoicing. This is the right attitude in the midst of persecution.

And you say, “Well what's the motivation for that?” There's a future motivation and a present motivation. The future motivation is that you will share His glory at His revelation. If now, you share—a word taken from koinonia, the big fellowship word—in his sufferings, you will be overjoyed when Christ’s glory is revealed, when He returns to the world. Because what is the other option of rejoicing? It’s denouncing Christ. In the midst of seeing your children being used for Nero’s torches and your spouse torn to shreds by a lion, you can either denounce Christ, turn tail and run, or rejoice. Christ suffered so that we might die to sin and live for righteousness, and by His wounds we are healed. Sharing in his sufferings means that we have chosen to die to sin and to live for righteousness, to live for Him. Sharing in his sufferings means we get to be hated just like Him. What a wonderful privilege, to be treated like our Savior!

When you look at it like that, I’m not sure if there is much of a choice. I’d much rather be treated like Christ than have special privileges because I’m a Christian. And, I get to rejoice when Christ returns. The word translated “overjoyed” is one with more force and weight to it than the normal word for rejoice, which is used at the beginning of the verse. We rejoice now because when Christ comes back, we will rejoice even more. Our joy will increase when Christ’s glory is revealed. What is better? To suffer a little while on earth or to suffer eternally in hell? If we suffer now, we can rejoice, because our joy will increase throughout eternity.

So rejoice because of the future reality of eternal glory. But there's also a present reason for rejoicing. Look at verse 14; this is a present reason for rejoicing. “If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed.” The present benefit is being blessed, right here and now. I know I said Christ didn’t come to make us happy. That’s not what being blessed is all about. Being blessed is a result of having the Spirit of God on you. It is therefore not a subjective happiness, where one person is happy and the next happier. Suffering brings God’s presence in a much stronger sense than when life is great. And so our blessing is more a benefit than anything else. We don’t have to go it alone. God is right there with us.

The thing I notice about both of these reasons to rejoice—future and present—is that it’s because of God’s presence. We obviously won’t be excited about being beaten and insulted. I don’t know anyone who wakes up in the morning and desires to be yelled at in order to get them going for the day. But with God’s presence, we have reason to rejoice.

Conclusion: The Persecuted Church Today

Okay, we’ve covered points one and two: expect suffering and rejoice in it. We’ll plan to cover the next two next week. But today, there are questions we must ask ourselves:

1. Do we expect to suffer? Are we surprised when we are insulted because of the name of
Christ?
2. How do we respond to it? Do we have joy that comes from knowing we are loved
and that Christ is with us? Do we remember we will rejoice eternally?
3. Do we take time to remember those who suffer and die each day for Jesus?

Our Christian brothers and sisters are persecuted around the world, and it is easy for us to forget that persecution isn’t just a first-century thing. The Voice of the Martyrs tells the story of a man named Andrew in Bangladesh, a country near India.

Four drivers of four different buses were hired by a militant Muslim group to crash into Andrew’s SUV on the morning of April 24th. On his way to visit 17 Muslim convert families, Andrew was rammed by a bus while in the front passenger seat of his moving vehicle. His left elbow was broken from the impact, and his right forearm was embedded with glass and severely lacerated in five places. The Voice of the Martyrs is providing continuing medical treatment for Andrew, who was attacked for his Christian witness. Immediately after the collision, the bus driver ran from the scene and reported to the leader of the hiring Islamic group that he killed the targeted Christian preacher in the red SUV. Wasting no time, two men from the Islamic group went to the accident site to confirm the bus driver’s account, but they were too late. Andrew’s driver had already driven the smashed SUV away from the scene to the nearest city, where the unconscious Andrew was later admitted to a government hospital. Once at the hospital, doctors cleaned some of Andrew’s wounds and transported him to an operating room where they extracted shattered glass from five large gashes in his left arm. Andrew later regained consciousness, bleeding and in great pain. When Andrew’s brother (a medical doctor) arrived at the hospital, he saw that Andrew’s treatment had been stopped, even though he needed more care. He quickly checked Andrew out of the hospital and took him to another doctor. Together, the two physicians extracted the remainder of the glass from the wounds and dressed them before driving Andrew over 370 miles to a large city.

While traveling to the city, Andrew received four calls on his mobile phone. Even though he was not fully coherent because of the pain during the trip, Andrew remembers callers telling him, “Now you are going to heaven with your Isa (Christ).” Andrew believes that the perpetrating Islamic group kept the hospital staff from cleaning his wounds in the operating room. During the month of June, Andrew received more threatening phone calls from unidentified people within the attacking fundamentalist Muslim group. They confirmed the premeditation of their murder plot by divulging they knew from a source beforehand that he was going to travel in a red SUV to visit a group of Muslim converts on the morning of April 24th. Andrew believes the radical group gave instructions for the first bus driver who saw him on the road to smash into his vehicle. Andrew shared that his most recent phone calls from the militant group express they still plan to kill him. They meticulously described the make, model and color of the passenger vehicle in which he was to be transported and the date and location of his upcoming medical examination. For many years, Andrew has received phone calls threatening him and his family, and this is not the first attempt on his life. But despite all of this hostility and opposition, Andrew remains determined to continue his ministry to Muslim background believers.

This is a story from Indonesia, the country with the world’s greatest population of Muslims. On October 16, 2006, Pastor Irianto Kongkoli was shot and killed by two masked gunmen. He was 42 years old. The attack happened at 8:15 a.m. local time. That morning, Pastor Kongkoli was shopping for tile with his wife, Mrs. Rita Arianti Kopa, and five-year-old daughter, Galatea. The trio took the family van to a local hardware shop. Pastor Kongkoli was browsing the store’s yard when two masked men shot him in the head at a range of two meters. According to witnesses, one of the men was on a motorbike. Following the attack, the masked men fled. Pastor Kongkoli’s wife heard the shots from inside the van and rushed to help her husband. Rita, who is a member of the East Palu police force, immediately took her husband to a hospital for aid. He died that same day. Local police are following a lead on the two men suspected in Pastor Kongkoli’s murder. The suspects are also wanted for the murder of Pastor Susianti Tinulele, a pastor shot in the back of her head during a Sunday service, and the murder of an unidentified employee at a gold shop. Pastor Kongkoli actively worked to promote peace between Christians and Muslims. His body is to be buried in Palu, the capital of Central Sulawesi, instead of Tentena, the Christian district, to prevent retaliation against his death. Pastor Kongkoli is survived by his wife, Rita, and three children. Rita is not seeking retaliation against her husband’s murders, but plans to let local authorities handle the case. “It is God’s will,” she said. “He gives life and then He also takes life.”

Let's pray for the persecuted church now. If you're reading this on the blog, take time to pray now.

Friday, November 10

Prayer Requests & a Good Week

This week has been wonderful. Why? Because we traveled back down to Indianapolis for an orientation for new pastors at the Wesleyan Headquarters. Not only was it good to meet the "major" people in the Wesleyan Church and have many of our questions answered, but we also met up with Stephen Mowat & Phil & Stephanie Stuller...it was a HUGE joy and blessing to be with them for those 2 days. We found out that the Stullers' Sunday School class is praying for us each week (a big thank you!), and we were able to spend a bit of time with both of our families. So we've definitely had a pick-me-up from the Lord.

Tomorrow our leadership team travels to Madison to attend a church health assessment conference by Lonnie Bullock of New Church Specialties. We are praying that our team will sense the vital need for change in our church, and that we will have more wisdon with how to proceed in this refocus/restart process.

I just opened the door to 2 missionary girls from the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. We had a good hour of talking and listening . . . and I am taking their arrival on my doorstep as an opportunity to pray for them and minister to them. They will soon be helping me put up the rest of the wallpaper border in my house, and we will get together for a Bible Study next week (their idea, which I will be bathing in prayer this coming week). Please pray with me. They are sweet girls . . . and just our ages. Pray that I would have a heart of patience with them, and that the Holy Spirit would open their minds and hearts to His TRUTH.

Josh is preaching about the persecuted church this Sunday...I am looking forward to hearing his message.

A few more prayer requests to take to Jesus:
1) We need nursery workers . . . we finally have a couple of babies whose parents are starting to attend service and I am struggling doing the nursery thing all alone (as well as leading worship & teaching Sunday School).

2) Eight kids were at the church last week (WOW!), but only 2 are committed to attending Sunday School time, when our kids programming happens. The others come just every now and then, and some don't actually come to the service time at all. Pray that we would have a solution to this...knowing how to minister to these kids and their families...how to love them and provide God moments for them to grow like Christ. And pray that their families would encourage them to be a part of our congregation.

3) Please ask the Lord to change us into a welcoming congregation where visitors and new attenders feel accepted and very loved.

It is snowing outside right now...our 4th snowfall of the season, but the first one that is really sticking. It's actually very beautiful. We should have 1-2 inches by nightfall.

Question to Ponder: The Mormon girls asked me this question as they were leaving: "Do you think that people are more apt to repent of their sins when it is winter/snowing because of the reminder of a pure cleansing?" Great question...

Thanks for praying for Josh and me up here in our mission field. God has definitely placed us here...and He will surely show us what He wants to accomplish.

Monday, November 6

Prayer Request

Today I spent the morning at Baraboo's hospital with our treasurer and his mom. She was taken into the emergency room with trouble breathing (she's 88). After some tests the doctor told us she had congestive heart failure. For a while it looked like she might not make it, and I know our treasurer is really close to his mother. Please pray for her and for him and his brother and sister.

He called me tonight to say she started talking again and is feeling a bit better. Pray (I know this sounds weird) that nothing happens while we're in Indiana this week.

And pray for Ted Haggard and his family and church and those who look up to him as an evangelical Christian leader.

God's listening now, so take five minutes and pray! Blessings...

Sunday, November 5

Sunday Sermon: It's All About the Gap

Today I preached from Psalm 8, about the gap between us God, finite and infinite. "The Fourth Part" was amazing, and we had a good potluck after service. Enjoy the sermon!

Introduction: The Gap

In 1997, a man from New York jumped over 23 miles on a pogo stick. In 1998, this same man walked almost 81 miles while balancing a bottle of milk on his head. From May 17th, 2004 to July 18th, 2005 two Brazilian men windsurfed for 5,045 miles along the coast of Brazil. From April 25 to August 6th, 2005, a Russian man drove a tractor for 13,172 miles. And from May 31st, 2000 to February 14, 2001, a man drove a riding lawn mower 14,594.5 miles across all 48 states and parts of Mexico and Canada.

Pretty crazy huh? You know what is so impressive about those feats? It’s the distance. That and the fact that someone would spend over 1 year of their life driving a mower. No, what is really amazing is the distance. No one would care if the guy balances a milk bottle on his head for an hour or goes across a parking lot with a pogo stick. Big deal. It’s the distance that makes these people incredible.

Jamie and I went to the Outer Banks of North Carolina for our honeymoon, and I can remember the drive down. It took 17 hours driving in one day for us to get there. And we didn’t mess around. It’s not like we took the scenic route and took bathroom breaks every hour on the hour. We got to our destination at 1:00 in the morning. What a drive! Like those other big records, the amazing thing about our drive was the distance. And this is what I want to talk about today. Distance. The distance between you and me and God—and how that distance is necessary for us to worship Him.

The third century Christian Novatian said, “God is greater than mind itself. His greatness cannot be conceived. Could we conceive of His greatness He would be less than the human mind which could form the conception. He is greater than all language, and no statement can express Him. All our thoughts about Him are less than He, and our loftiest utterances are trivialties in comparison with Him.” He is speaking of the infinitude of God, of how God is infinite and we are finite. And because of this we can never fully comprehend God. Not only can we not comprehend Him except what He reveals to us, we must realize how utterly different we are from Him. And in so doing, we must make a choice: ignore Him as One pointless to try to love, or to worship Him because of how great He is.

The writer of Psalm 8 chooses the latter: to worship Him. And I would ask us today to consider the great distance, the gap, between us and God, and choose to renew our passion for worshiping Him, singing to the God of wonders beyond our galaxy.

If you have your Bible, please turn with me to Psalm 8. It says, “O LORD, our Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth! You have set your glory above the heavens. From the lips of children and infants you have ordained praise because of your enemies, to silence the foe and the avenger. When I consider your heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars which you have set in place, what is man that you are mindful of him, the son of man that you care for him? You made him a little lower than the heavenly beings and crowned him with glory and honor. You made him ruler over the works of your hands; you put everything under his feet: all flocks and herds, and the beasts of the field, the birds of the air, and the fish of the sea, all that swim the paths of the seas. O LORD, our Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth!”

Now in order to understand the gap between us and God, we must know a little about who God is and who we are. So, let's look at what the psalmist says.

Who God Is

The psalmist begins by addressing God as LORD. In my Bible, it’s in all capital letters. That’s because the Hebrew word is Yahweh, God’s proper name. The root of Yahweh means “to be.” That’s why, when Moses asks God what His name is, God tells him, “I AM WHO I AM. Tell them I AM has sent you” (Exodus 2:14). God is. There was no beginning to God, there will not be an end to God. He is the Alpha and Omega, the first and last letters of the Greek alphabet—the beginning and the end.

Yahweh also means that God doesn’t change. His name isn’t “I AM love sometimes and I AM hate other times. Or, I AM merciful sometimes and I AM vengeful sometimes.” God’s nature never changes; He never changes. Yahweh also stresses the faithfulness of God. The LORD promised Abraham, Isaac and Jacob He would be their God and they would be His people; that He would give them land as a place of service and inheritance. The LORD then calls Moses to lead Israel into this land, and He brings them to it, thus fulfilling His promise. Yahweh is a covenant God who makes promises and keeps them.

Then he calls God “Lord,” this time not in all capital letters. The Hebrew for this word is Adonai, which means “master, ruler, owner, lord.” This name is frequently used when a person is worshiping God. When one wanted to praise God, to acknowledge God’s majesty and greatness He would call Him Adonai. Adonai also is a humbling name for the one speaking it. It reminds us that God is our master and we are His servants.

As Yahweh and Lord, God is majestic. He is mighty, and He is glorious. This word has connotations of one being a noble, of a higher social class than others. And it makes sense that God would be majestic, in light of what we hear later on. His majesty is reflected in the awesome creation seen in the heavens. Only a God who is majestic, powerful, could create the moon and the stars. Only his fingers could be responsible for setting everything in its place. When you know the character of God, the things God does make more sense.

It’s like a buddy I had in high school named John Stangland. He did everything he could not to conform to social norms. He would trip himself in the hall just to get a laugh, or walk by someone and tap them on the shoulder just to get a look. A few years after we graduated, John got married. It was no wonder that at his wedding he wore tennis shoes with bright pink shoelaces and a bright green shirt with a bright pink tie. That was John. If he would have worn a normal tux I would have questioned what happened to him.

God is majestic…powerful, awesome. Therefore it should come as no surprise to us the wonder of His creation we see all around us. His creation speaks to His majesty, and because of it we know how great and unfathomable God is.

Scientists tell me they cannot count the number of stars in the universe, but guess there to be an excess of one billion times one billion stars. And odds are David, looking up into a starry night sky could not begin to count them either. He may have tried, and then about halfway—okay, not even one percent of the way—through given up. It’s like dropping a glass bottle off the top of this church building and then trying to glue it back together again. You just can’t do it. Looking into the sky, seeing the work of God and knowing the one who made it leaves only one logical next step: not trying to comprehend that one, but seeing how small you are in comparison.

Who We Are

It is tempting to think that we, as human beings, rule the universe. The passage does describe us as being put in charge of the works of God’s hands: flocks, beasts, birds and fish. We are smarter than animals, we have emotions, a soul, can communicate sophistically, and on and on. But we must remember that we are only in charge of these creatures because their Creator has made it so.

And quite frankly, we are only humans. When the psalmist writes about us, he says, “What is man that you are mindful of him, the son of man that you care for him?” The word he uses for man is one that speaks of man’s insignificance or inferiority. Job 33:12 uses the same word to say, “God is greater than man.”

John Wesley once preached a sermon from this passage, and in it he spoke of the finiteness of man. He said, “What is one individual compared to all the inhabitants of Great Britain?” At that time he thought there were between 8 and 10 million people. Then he asked, “What are all the inhabitants of Great Britain compared to all the inhabitants of the earth?” At that time, it was guessed that there were 400 million people on earth. Now there are over 6 billion people on earth. So, what is one man compared to six billion others? What is Josh Hilty compared to them, that God would be mindful of me, the word literally meaning that God would “remember” me?

Then John Wesley thought, “What is the magnitude of the earth compared to that of the solar system?” Especially once you think that Earth is much smaller than some of the other planets and the moon. And then he thought, “What is the magnitude of the solar system compared to that of the rest of creation that man cannot see?” It is inconceivable. And finally, John Wesley thought, “What is all of this…the earth, the solar system and everything beyond it…all that is finite, compared to the Infinite God?” He said we should think of this question, and then ask, “What is man?”

Man is defined in this passage in relation to what God has made him. God made him a little lower than the angels. God made him ruler of His handiwork. Whereas God is defined by Who He is. Nothing outside of God defines Him. Neither you or I or anyone else who has grand ideas about who God is can define Him. He is the I AM.

The Gap

And here’s where worship comes in. Worship is taking in all of that: that God is bigger than we are and we are tiny little people in comparison to all of His creation, and then deciding to praise God for it. The key to all of it is the gap between us and God. If there were no gap, how do you think we would respond to God’s handiwork? “Nice stars God. Give me another hour and I’ll count them all. Oh, I like that moon. But it’s not quite a full circle. You see all those craters…yeah, they distort its shape. Fill in the craters and it will be perfect.” If there is no gap, there is no awe and wonder. If we feel we are even remotely close to understanding God, worship will never make sense to us. Because we feel like we have God down, like we have His number. And instead of worship our goal would become trying to figure God out. That’s why there’s a gap.

I love to sing. If you could be a fly on the wall in my office on any given day, you would hear music playing and me belting out the melody or a tenor harmony. I’ve been singing in choirs ever since I was in fourth grade. In high school I was part of an octet of guys who sang southern gospel music at local churches, something like what The Fourth Part did today. I also was part of my church’s praise band. And in college I traveled with four of those same guys for another year as Brother’s Keeper. We sang at churches on the weekends, and in the summer sang at Wesleyan Church Camps. I was in Indiana Wesleyan’s choir for three years. I love to sing. For me, it’s a way to tell God I love Him. Singing is my main avenue for praising God. The words to songs in our hymnal and to modern worship songs express the way I feel so much better than I ever could.

I have to confess that I went through a phase in college of being critical of worship. I analyzed songs and who was singing them. I picked apart their words, and only if I liked the words would I sing the song. How silly of me. Worship is not about that. It’s about recognizing how small we are and how big God is. I know that we’ve heard a lot of music today, but I want us to hear a song from Phillips, Craig and Dean called “How Great You Are.” It expresses everything I’ve been trying to say to you, and everything that Psalm 8 is saying.

Conclusion: How Majestic is Your Name

It’s all about the gap. And as we know, the gap between us and God is beyond our understanding. It’s greater than all the distances traveled by guys on tractors and pogo sticks. It’s greater than the number of stars in the universe. And for that reason, I praise Him. And I ask that you praise Him too. If nothing else, walk out of here with a renewed sense of the majesty of God. And when we come back here next week, be ready to praise Him.

Saturday, November 4

Prayer Update

Thank you all for praying. Again, we know God is moving in reponse to your prayers. Since the last update, the woman we mentioned has come to salvation in Christ! Praise God! Jamie is going to begin meeting with her both as friends and as a mentor/discipler. We've given her a Bible and she has started to read it. Continue to pray for her and her family, as the Evil One will be at work. This Sunday we're having a mini-concert by a local group called The Fourth Part, and afterward a potluck.

Thursday Josh met with a couple who is planning to get married at our church in September. We went over things like pre-marital counseling, fees, and reasons why I would not marry a couple. One of those is if one is a Christian and one is not. Our discussion focused on this topic, as the woman is a nominal Christian and her fiance a non-Christian. It's so tempting to post more information, but I won't. Just pray that through our meetings they would come to Christ or to a fuller commitment to Him.

We are going to Indianapolis again next Tuesday through Thursday for a New Pastor's Orientation at the Wesleyan Church Headquarters. Pray for safety and a good time meeting other new pastors (probably some of the same people I graduated with...who knows?).

Again, thanks for praying. Updates on last week's prayer requests:

1. Our leadership team found a time to meet for last week, but still no set time. We will be going to Madison on the 11th for a church health conference. We hope it will open our eyes to the desperate needs of our church, as right now there is no sense of urgency.

2. We haven't had any other conflicts.

3. Jamie and I both still have our days of restlessness. We were blessed to have Janet, Shawn and Tiffany with us last weekend. Thanks you guys (Shawn, we just bought a new computer. Thanks for the advice.).

4. This one will be a long-running prayer request I think. But keep praying. We'll let you know how our church responds to be asked to help with things (such as the new nursery).

5. God is still giving us His grace. Without it we would be either extremely depressed or back in Indiana. HAHA! We're doing great, and we praise God for Himself, the Great I AM.

Love you all,

Josh

Saturday, October 28

What IS That Nursery For???

I guess our last post was a little ambiguous as to our nursery situation. I'm trying to think of a way to lead you all on so you think we're having a little Hilty, but it's not coming to me. No, there is no announcement to be made. The nursery in question is our church's nursery. Sorry to keep you all guessing...although that is kinda funny. When the day comes, there will be no guessing. And hopefully we'll be able to call all of you instead of just posting it online.

Anyway, thanks for wondering... If you read this between now and Sunday, pray for our services. I'm giving a salvation message, and I know there are unsaved people who will be attending. Thanks and God bless.

Wednesday, October 25

Prayer Update

Thank you so much to everyone who has been praying for us! It has been an amazing few weeks as we've seen God work. Two weeks ago a woman walked into Parkway. She had moved up to Baraboo from Madison (45 minutes away) with her family. As they drove the moving van by the church, she felt like she should come in...for a reason she can't explain (psst...it was God!). She liked service, and we went to her house two weeks ago today to visit with her. Last Sunday she came back with her daughter and daughter-in-law, who brought her two young sons. And last Sunday night we had dinner with her and her husband. Josh has started tutoring her daughter in math. Her husband is a professional painter and has volunteered to paint our non-existent but soon to exist nursery for free. And, they are bringing used nursery items that their sons and daughters don't need anymore for their kids.

So I just have one thing to say: Praise God! Please continue to pray for this family, as they are not Christians. Some have church background and some do not. God is definitely at work, and we know your prayers are making a difference.

Other prayer requests include:

1. Finding a time for our leadership team to meet. Since we are under district supervision, we have no board. Just a leadership team. There are nine of us, and with conflicting work schedules, it has been hard to find a consistent meeting time.

2. Conflict. There has been minimal conflict so far with changes already happening. Please pray for understanding and a desire to reach out into the community, rather than a desire to be content with who we are.

3. Jamie's restlessness. Sometimes staying at home all day (especially with few friends and shopping malls) can get boring and repetitive. Pray she would feel like she has a purpose.

4. Church participation. Pray that our whole church would desire to get involved in what is happening. Right now we pray Tuesdays at 9:00 AM and 6:00 PM. One man comes in the morning and no one at night. We want people to want to pray and be involved.

5. Grace for each day. God has been SO faithful thus far, and we know He will always be. Pray for His grace for us and our congregation. In change, we've found, grace can be hard to come by.

Thanks for praying. We love and miss you all!

Sunday's Sermon: Get Out of the Lifeboat

Last Sunday I preached about a concept Donald Miller writes about in Searching For God Knows What. Its an issue our church struggles with, and though I'm not sure how many people caught on (I got more compliments about my tie than the sermon), it was a message that spoke to me. By the way, the book is excellent and I would highly recommend it. So, here's the sermon.

The Lifeboat

I just finished reading a book called Searching For God Knows What by Donald Miller. For those of you who don’t know who he is, Donald Miller is a contemporary Christian writer. He has a way of writing that just makes sense. He puts Biblical concepts onto paper and it makes you say, “Why didn’t I think of that?” I would highly recommend the book to anyone. One of the concepts he talks about is being in a lifeboat.

Sometimes as Christians we think of a lifeboat metaphor in terms of saving everyone who’s not a Christian, going out to the Titanic and picking up all the drowning people. That’s not what he’s talking about. To illustrate what the lifeboat is all about, I need some volunteers. (During service we had four people come up front and stand on a half-inflated swimming "couch.").

On a lifeboat, you want to save as many people as possible. But what if the boat gets too heavy and you have to throw someone off in order for it not to sink? Who gets thrown off? Who decides who gets thrown off? What happens in this situation is everyone tries to stay alive. They try to convince the other people they are worthy of staying on the lifeboat. But still, someone has to go. We’re getting pretty full up here, right? So, Mary says, “You can’t throw me off. I have children and grandchildren. My grandson just turned 4 last week. I’m a secretary at a school. I have to stay on this lifeboat.” And Linda says, “Me neither. I have a husband and daughter. I won’t even be able to say goodbye to them. Besides, I know how to get us to land. If you throw me off, you’ll all die anyway.” And Jamie says, “I’m too young to die. I’ve only been married for a couple years. And I sell Mary Kay. How will anyone get make-up if I’m dead?” And so the women conspire against poor Al, and he doesn’t get a say. So Al gets tossed overboard and drowns.

This is the lifeboat. Not a fun place to be is it. It’s a good thing we don’t normally have to be on these things, right? Not to sink your boat or anything, but this is life. This happens everyday to every one of us, even on Sunday morning at this church. You see, everyone wants to think of themselves as being in the group that doesn’t get kicked off. The popular group. The group everyone likes. And so, either consciously or subconsciously, we do our best to make everyone think we’re a great person.

And sometimes we trick ourselves into thinking we’re better than this person or that person. Why? Because there is a deep desire within us to be accepted, to feel important, to be looked up to, to be loved. And to counteract the fear of rejection or isolation being unloved, we put other people down. And this is just the surface issue. Because in a perfect world, there wouldn’t be a lifeboat. We wouldn’t have to worry about being the unloved one or the last one picked for a team.

At one point this world was perfect, and this wasn’t an issue. In the Garden of Eden, God created Adam and Eve. Adam and Eve were perfect. They walked and talked with God, and as their Creator, God gave them their sense of worth. They had nothing to fear. Adam never told Eve she was ugly, or she got on his nerves. And Eve never told Adam he watched too much TV and didn’t spend enough time with the kids. There was no fighting match to see who was better than whom.

Until sin entered the world, when they disobeyed God. All of a sudden, they were kicked out of the Garden, and God wasn’t as close as He used to be. The way things used to be was tarnished and trashed, and they were separated from God. Without God telling them how much He loved them, without them getting their worth from Him, they had to seek it from each other. And Adam couldn’t always give the love God did. Same with Eve. Sin equals separation from God equals searching for the love and acceptance of God in others which ultimately equals a letdown and a lifeboat.

That’s where we’re at today and that’s where the disciples were at when they walked with Jesus. Mark 9:33-37 gives an account of their lifeboat games. So if you have your Bibles—by the way if you have a Bible you brought to church, could you hold it in the air? If you have your Bibles, turn to Mark 9:33-37.

They came to Capernaum. When he was in the house, he asked them, “What were you arguing about on the road?” But they kept quiet because on the way they had argued about who was the greatest. Sitting down, Jesus called the Twelve and said, “If anyone wants to be first, he must be the very last, and the servant of all.” He took a little child and had him stand among them. Taking him in his arms, he said to them, “Whoever welcomes one of these little children in my name welcomes me; and whoever welcomes me does not welcome me but the one who sent me.”

Disciples in the Lifeboat

In this passage, Jesus and the disciples are going to Capernaum. They are walking away from just having witnessed Jesus drive out a demon from a boy. They had tried to drive the demon out but couldn’t. And so in their state of failure, they walked. And soon arose an argument. In the Greek, the word for argued is what we get the word “dialogue” from. This word literally means “to balance accounts, to take full account of, to consider, to debate, or to argue.” In arguing about who was the greatest, they were being careful to give full account of why they should be at the top of the list. They compared themselves to each other, putting one another down and building themselves up. And they knew that what they were doing was wrong. Because when Jesus questioned them about it, they all got very quiet.

I remember a time when I was younger, probably seven or eight years old, when my brother and I thought it would be a great idea to take our bats and see who could make a crack in our mom’s windshield. So we got up on the hood of the car and started banging away. And I can’t remember who won, but we did make a good crack in it. Obviously mom found out about it. And so did dad. Boy did we ever get quiet. Which is pretty silly seeing as how we were the only ones who could have done it, and we couldn’t really hide what we had done.

Same thing happens here with the disciples. Jesus is no dummy. He knows what they were talking about and lets them know, “Whoever wants to be first must be the very last and must be servant of all.” You mean, I have to be thrown out of the lifeboat if I want to be the greatest? Yes.

You have to be tossed, and you have to want to be tossed. When Jesus tells them they must be a servant, he uses a word which means one who attends to the needs of others freely. He could have used another more common word, doulos, which refers to a slave. Jesus isn’t saying you have to be a servant who is forced to serve, as a slave would be. He’s saying you have to be a guy who desires to serve. This has to be in your blood, being last. So not only do you have to be tossed from the lifeboat, you have to want to be tossed.

And this is hard for us. No one wants to be last. Last is horrible. Last means you don’t make the cut, you don’t get the trophy, no one pats you on the back and compliments you on a job well done. We’d much rather be first. And so when we don’t like what someone has done, we tell others about it. We put the pastor down because we don’t like a decision he made. And we don’t tell him about it for fear we’ll end up at the end of the lifeboat.

Or we boast about how much money we have in the bank, or our intelligence, or any other talent we have. Anything we feel makes us more special than someone else, or anything that makes others love us. Then there are others who feel they’re always at the end of the lifeboat, and just wish that for once someone would consider them worthy of stay onboard. I know I’ve been on both sides of the coin. But perhaps it’s time we shut our mouths a bit and begin loving other people. Just think about it: If everyone is so busy focusing on how they look to other people, then no one is looking at you. They’re all looking inward. So, instead of worrying about it, let’s take time to encourage each other, to serve each other, and to get out of the lifeboat.

Call to Get Out of the Lifeboat

That’s what Jesus called the disciples to do. In verse 37 he said, “Whoever welcomes one of these little children in my name welcomes me; and whoever welcomes me does not welcome me but the one who sent me.” A child in Jesus’ day was at the low end of the social totem pole. Children were supposed to obey their parents and be sure to make their parents proud. They didn’t have many of the responsibilities an adult would, and just weren’t seen as very important. They are the ones who we would most likely toss from the lifeboat. So Jesus is saying we must welcome—receive with open arms—this child, Himself, and the One who sent Him—God the Father.

We must welcome God, for He is the only one who can love us and give us the sense of worth we are seeking. We won’t find it in other people, in their acceptance of us, or in putting them down. We’ll never be satisfied with ourselves until we welcome God and His love for us.

So today, it’s time to step out of the lifeboat. If we all step out of the lifeboat, then we don’t have to worry about being thrown overboard (take off swim trunks and throw away “lifeboat.”). God wants our relationships with Him and with each other to be pure. No more faking like we like each other just to feel good about each other. No more talking behind someone else’s back because you feel better about yourself. No more secretly evaluating people based on appearances or wealth or fame or Christian maturity. Jesus would say the greatest thing we can do to display that we love Him is to love others unconditionally.

Conclusion

I would guess I’m speaking to two types of people today. You’re either in the popular group pushing others out of the lifeboat, or you’re being pushed out wishing you weren’t. If you’re in the first group, and you want to change, here’s what you need to do. You need to tell God you’re sorry and repent. And from here on out, you need to commit to seeing other people as equals, as created by God and given worth by God. And you need to see yourself in that way too.

For those who are in the second group, and you want to change, you need to forgive those who have been doing this to you. Whether you’ve heard through the grapevine comments someone has made, or you’re jealous about another person, or something else, you need to forgive those people. And then you need to commit to loving them, even if they stay in the lifeboat.

I know that everyone is in one of these two groups…maybe even in both at the same time. That means we should all respond today. I would ask that everyone who desires to change pray quietly where they are at, out loud. As an act of commitment, pray for forgiveness and for a love for others. Then I’ll pray to close.

Monday, October 16

Sunday Sermon: God Can Forgive and Use You

A quick disclaimer: If you think this sermon ends abruptly, it does. Part 2 is next week.

Introduction of Israel: From Joshua to Gideon

Gideon was a judge over the nation of Israel, appointed by God to bring the nation back to Him. Israel had turned from the God who delivered them from Egypt. You see, after Moses died, he appointed Joshua as leader, and he brought Israel into the Promised Land. Joshua led the people into battle, most famously against Jericho. And the generation he was a part of served the LORD. In Joshua 24, he tells the people, “Fear the LORD and serve him with all faithfulness. Throw away the gods your forefathers worshiped beyond the River and in Egypt, and serve the LORD. But if serving the LORD seems undesirable to you, then choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the gods your forefathers served beyond the River, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you are living. But as for me and my household, we will serve the LORD.”
Then the people answered him, “Far be it from us to forsake the LORD to serve other gods! It was the LORD our God himself who brought us and our fathers up out of Egypt, from the land of slavery, and performed those great signs before our eyes. He protected us on our entire journey and among all the nations through which we traveled. And the LORD drove out before us all the nations, including the Amorites, who lived in the land. We too will serve the LORD, because he is our God.”

So, there was a period of success as Israel marched forward to drive out the nations living in the Promised Land. God was with them as they drove out the Canaanites. But they failed to drive out every nation. And so Israel was corrupted by their gods, and began to worship Baal. Baal literally means “owner, husband, or lord.” He was considered a weather god associated mainly with rain. The Canaanites were farmers, and so they worshiped Baal in order for him to provide the rain for their crops. They believed that every winter Baal would “hibernate” in the underworld, and in order to bring him back for springtime, they would make sacrifices—both animal and human—and engage in sexual orgies. Just as they were showing their fertility, they believed Baal would bring fertility to their crops. This is what a good portion of Israel got involved in, thus breaking the LORD’s command, “You shall not have any other gods before me.”

So God, in Judges 2:3 said, “Therefore I tell you that I will not drive them out before you; they will be thorns in your sides and their gods will be a snare to you.” And in verse 15 it says, “Whenever Israel went out to fight, the hand of the LORD was against them to defeat them, just as he had sworn to them. They were in great distress.” So, Israel was in great distress, but it hadn’t come to its senses yet. God then raises up judges—those faithful to him who would bring the people back to Him. Yet the people did not turn back to God. Instead, they continued in their wicked ways. What did happen though, was that as long as a judge was alive, the LORD had compassion on them and saved them from their enemies. Yet when the judge died, the people threw themselves further into rebellion and idol worship. And this happens on and off for a period of a couple hundred years. Looks like a pretty grim situation doesn’t it?

Israel at the Hand of Midian

As we get closer to the time of Gideon, it says in Judges 5:31, “Then the land had peace forty years.” Forty years. That’s one generation of peace. A chance for those who worshiped Baal to die out, and for their sons and daughters to return to the LORD. In fact, peace signifies that the LORD’s hand wasn’t against Israel anymore. Somehow they had turned back to Him. Obviously it didn’t last though. The next verse tells us that, “Again the Israelites did evil in the eyes of the LORD, and for seven years he gave them into the hands of the Midianites.” Midian was a nation south of Israel. And it was formed by the descendants of a man named Midian, who just so happens to be a son of Abraham. Genesis 25 tells us that after Abraham’s wife Sarah died, he took another wife, and she bore him many sons, one of whom was Midian. Abraham sent all these sons east and gave Isaac all of his inheritance.

Thus we have Midian, an affliction to Israel. Midian was so fierce, so oppressive, that the Bible tells us the Israelites ran and hid in caves. The Midianites killed their flocks and destroyed their crops. They were so numerous that one couldn’t count them, as a swarm of locusts. And finally, after seven whole years—SEVEN years—Israel cries out to God. You’ve got to be kidding me! That’s like a woman in labor, sitting on her couch in pain as the contractions keep getting worse and worse. And she waits and waits. She even tells her husband she’s okay. Then after seven years and a boy half her size living in her stomach, she goes to the doctor. What kind of joke is this? It’s not a joke. It’s a testimony to how deep in sin and apostasy Israel was. They had turned tail and ran from God so many times they forgot who He was. They forgot He was the only One who could save them from these nations. They loved the gods of Midian and of Canaan so much that the pain and fear became bearable.

It’s like asking the question, “Would you rather run 20 miles in 68 degree weather or 5 miles in 100 degree weather?” The correct answer to that question is "Neither!" And Israel has answered, we’ll take both. Both your gods and your pain.

After Israel cries out to God, he answers them in two ways. The first is through the prophet in Judges 6:7-10. He tells them that God had brought them out of Egypt and said He was their God; don’t worship the other gods. But they hadn’t listened to Him. The prophet says this and that appears to be all it is. This paragraph reminder of their sins was a type of “course correction.” They had to remember what God had done for them in the past, or what He planned to do for them through Gideon would be of no consequence. They had to remember they were in the wrong, they had sinned, or else they would not turn from their sin.

God Calls (Forgives, Is Patient With, Believes In) Gideon

God first sent the prophet, and then He called Gideon. Let’s begin reading in Judges 6:11-24. “The angel of the LORD came and sat down under the oak in Ophrah that belonged to Joash the Abiezrite, where his son Gideon was threshing wheat in a winepress to keep it from the Midianites. When the angel of the LORD appeared to Gideon, he said, ‘The LORD is with you, mighty warrior.’ ‘But sir,’ Gideon replied, ‘if the LORD is with us, why has all this happened to us? Where are all his wonders that our fathers told us about when they said “Did not the LORD bring us up out of Egypt?” But now the LORD has abandoned us and put us into the hand of Midian.’
The LORD turned to him and said, ‘Go in the strength you have and save Israel out of Midian’s hand. Am I not sending you?’
‘But Lord,’ Gideon asked, ‘how can I save Israel? My clan is the weakest in Manasseh and I am the least in my family.’
The LORD answered, ‘I will be with you and you will strike down all the Midianites together.’
Gideon replied, ‘If now I have found favor in your eyes, give me a sign that it is really you talking to me. Please do not go away until I come back and bring my offering and set it before you.’
And the LORD said, ‘I will wait until you return.’
Gideon went in, prepared a young goat, and from an ephah of flour he made bread without yeast. Putting the meat in a basket and its broth in a pot, he brought them out and offered them to him under the oak.
The angel of God said to him, ‘Take the meat and the unleavened bread, place them on this rock, and pour out the broth. And Gideon did so. With the tip of the staff that was in his hand, the angel of the LORD touched the meat and the unleavened bread. Fire flared from the rock, consuming the meat and the bread. And the angel of the LORD disappeared. When Gideon realized that it was the angel of the LORD, he exclaimed, ‘Ah, Sovereign LORD! I have seen the angel of the LORD face to face!’
But the LORD said to him, ‘Peace! Do not be afraid. You are not going to die.’
So Gideon built an altar to the LORD there and called it The LORD is Peace. To this day it stands in Ophrah of the Abiezrites.”

God called Gideon in a such a way that blows my mind. Gideon is scared to death of Midian, secretly threshing wheat in order to not get caught. And when the angel of the LORD, later called Yahweh, appears to him, he speaks foolishly. He says that God cannot be with Israel because there are no wonders, no miracles he’s heard so much about. He’s standing at least somewhat close to his father’s altar to Baal and he has the gall to tell God it’s his fault. “It’s your fault we’re being attacked all the time and I have to hide in this winepress. If only you would show up and do a few miracles we’d be okay.” In reality, it was the sin that so easily entangled Israel, which blinded Gideon to the truth of sin and of God, that caused the current troubles. If it was easy for Gideon to lay the blame on God, how easy is it for us to do the same? Even when we’re standing neck deep in it? We think if only God would do this, or if only he would answer my prayer…when perhaps God is calling us to repent and turn to Him. Think about that one for a bit.

Gideon assumes it’s God’s fault, and then God tells him he should go and save Israel in the strength he has. Even in his sinful state, Gideon has some strength left which God plans to use. But Gideon baffles me again. He makes a silly excuse about being part of the weakest clan and least in his family. He’s saying to God, “No way. I’m of no use, no good, just a weak scared guy. Nice joke, God.” Remember last week when we talked about saying, “I just can’t do much.?” This is Gideon here. Gideon forgets, in a breath of time, that it is God who performed the wonders for Israel. All of a sudden he thinks God won’t be able to perform wonders but will expect him to save Israel by his own strength. Crazy guy. If God performed wonders to release Israel from Egypt, He surely can do it again.

The LORD answers saying he will be with Gideon, reaffirming what he first said in verse 12. Then he says Gideon will strike down all the Midianites, reaffirming what he said in verse 14. And finally Gideon catches on. Almost. He’s really set on this signs and wonders thing, so he asks God for a sign. So he prepares an offering of a goat and unleavened bread.

God commanded Israel to sacrifice one male goat during each major feast—Passover, the Feast of Weeks, during monthly offerings, on the day of atonement—as a sin offering to make atonement for sins. And unleavened bread was made to signify the separation of sin and Egypt, since there was no yeast (sin) in the bread. Gideon’s offering, therefore, was one of atonement for the sins he had committed by worshiping Baal. And his test of God in that offering was not just to see if it was truly God calling Him and speaking with Him. It was a test to see if God would forgive him. Gideon, like us, believed that his sin was too great for God to forgive, and that because God wouldn’t forgive him, He couldn’t possibly use him. Too often Satan lies to us, saying we’re too horrible to forgive, and that we can never be used by God because of how horrible we are. It’s all lies. It’s all lies. We see that the sacrifice was consumed on the rock as God signaled to Gideon, "Your sins are forgiven."

Gideon worries about dying because he’s seen the angel of the LORD. But God reassures Him this isn’t the case. He will not die, because the LORD is Peace. The LORD and Gideon made their peace that day. Next week we’ll return to Gideon to see how God used him. But today, there are those of us who feel like God cannot forgive us. We have turned to worship other gods and want so desperately to turn back to God, yet something is holding us back. It’s our fear of being rejected by God. Fear of not measuring up to God's standards (which forgiveness tosses out the door). There are no standards to be forgiven, except a contrite and repentant heart, and a commitment to serve the LORD.

Thursday, October 12

Messed Up Weather

Guess what happened yesterday and today? SNOW. It's invading already, and some trees still haven't changed colors yet. And you all thought Indiana weather was messed up. It's been great to see all the leaves change colors, especially near our state park.

But snow in October? Snow means warming our car up, scraping ice and shoveling snow, being scared about how many people in my congregation will slip and fall and break something. It also means Christmas is coming. I think I'll be excited for Christmas when it gets here, but now I'm worried. People expect big Christmas services, and at this point, we can't really offer much. I'm scared guests will walk into our church Christmas Eve and walk right back out. I'm scared that by Christmas people will be leaving the church in the midst of changes. Maybe I'm too pessimistic.

God, remind me and anyone else who needs it that You send the snow, and that Your presence as Immanuel is much more important than any Christmas service. Thank you.

Tuesday, October 10

New Church University

As many of you know, Jamie and I were in Indy last week (Oct. 2-5) for our first conference. It was good to see family and friends at Brookhaven and Indy. Family, we miss you all. Kevin and Sandra, thanks for the meal and time with friends. Let's get together quicker than two years next time. Jessie, Jewel, Haley, David, Ty, Janel, Janna, Pastor Bob and Veralyn, Pastor Matt and Laura, and Pastor Phil and Stephanie, it was good to be back at youth group once more.

What an amazing time! New Church Specialties is a church health focused organization "based" from the Church of the Nazarene. They train pastors and lay leaders in refocusing (moving from inward focused ministry to outward focused), restarting (shut down the church, change lots of things, re-open) or church planting. Our church is in need of a mix between refocusing and restarting (leaning toward restarting).

We were blown away at how comprehensive it was. Everything was grounded in Scripture and prayer. We heard spiels from a few guys for most of the time and also got to meet in small groups with other pastors from around the nation. Guys were there from Kansas, Texas, California, Indiana, Wisconsin... Overall, we are excited about what God has in store for us. We found this to be a time of learning and commitment. The process of restarting a church takes about 3-5 years. And at the end of that time, we should be ready to at least assist with a church plant. It's like God was emphasizing how big a work He is going to do at Parkway. Not only does He want to make us a healthy church, but also a multiplying church.

Now that we're back in Baraboo, it's time to convey what we've learned to our leadership team. For those of you who've committed to pray for us, please pray that we would have wisdom to know what to say and what to hold back. There's so much information that we could easily overwhelm and discourage our church. Pray also that we would be personally renewed by God's Spirit in these next weeks and months. If we are going to lead this process, we need to be renewed first. Also pray for our leadership team, that they would commit to the long process, and that the right people would be on it. We have asked a few new people to join the team after learning we had too few. And one man is hesitant to join because he's new to the church and isn't sure how a few people will react. Pray for God's will to be done in him and our church.

If any of you know churches or pastors looking to plant churches, please pass this website on to them: www.newchurchspecialties.org. Refocusing churches are those at the "plateau" stage, and I believe most churches would benefit from this training. So, as the guy from Reading Rainbow says, "Don't just take my word for it. Check it out yourself."